rhondak

I need to get out of this situation but my outs have not worked ... My wiggle room is more like toe wiggle room...I do not see where out keeps me out. I feel defeated. I am a wreck to so some degree. To someone else I would have the advice to burn all bridges. These days bridges are hard to come by. Though that may be a delusion. If soMeone told me aBout this ...my advice would be to leave in deliberate small pieces. When you're in a place like this it I'd hard to pinpoint deliberate. Like nailing jello to a wall. I have spent Much of the past hours praying. I respect and revere the practice but realize it is not going to save me.

I wish I could go somewhere safe and quiet and totally quit everything. I would like to sleep.

More than anything I would like to sleep. Rest.

My life as it is does not work. But it does have workable parts.

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